A girl that need a lotz of love and care.
A girl that live in her own world.
A girl that love herself very much.
A girl that want to bring happiness to everyone around her.
A girl whose name.. Crystal.
After talked to you whole night, I told you I suddenly so wish to back JB right now. It's not because I so sam-pat wish to know which guy u talking about, it's all because I so blamed that I can't be your side when u facing problem. I know u need someone beside u, to give u advice to listen to u. When u told me your friends seems getting lesser and lesser, especially when problem exist, I feel so guilty. And there is one moment I'm so regret that I'm right now working in KL. I always wish everyone beside me can be happy always, 'Happy Always' not just some words but they are some wishes in my deep heart.
Dear bbf, please forgive that I'm not really by your side but I always willing to listen to you.
So do to every of my dear buddies and dear and darling:)
Seriously I understand why a lot of ppl like to complain a lot about their working life after back home. Always heard that some guy like to complain to their gf how's their boss accused them when they are not the one who wrong. Some girl like to complain to their bf how's their colleagues talked bad behind her.
Guys and girls, u need to always listen to your gf and bf. Coz the working life is not really as easy as we thought. We always meet someone so irritatable around there. Someone so don't-know-what-called-reason around them. Someone like to talk bad about others when they don't even know what happening. Someone like to accused others when they are the one who's wrong.
After back to home, it's always so important that someone listen to u. Even though u not giving any opinion, but at least someone willing to listen to u to talk some complaints, grumble, or thing else. U not even have to understand what happening but u just need to scold or complaint together with them.
I need this kind of person. Who can listen to me after I back from office. Listen to my grumbling or all those f*** thingy when I'm scolding someone. U no need to give any opinion or understand what i'm talking about just need to scold with me. HAHA
But I don't got=(
Luckily, I still got a lovely colleague who always scold together with me. Agree with me when I'm telling her someone was so unreasonable blaming me about the fault they made. Angry with me when I'm being accused. Laugh with me when I heard or saw something funny. Talk crap all the way when we are bored.
I don't know how to feel about my working life. Sometimes I enjoy it when I learn something I don't know at all in before. Sometimes I hate it when my boss like to call "Crystal, come help me............". Sometimes I feel lucky that MOST of my colleagues are friendly, although some not really. Sometimes I feel helpless when I being accused but nobody can prove to me that I'm not the one who wrong.
Things change. People change. Heart changing too.
I just wish to enjoy my life now. Enjoy everything I have now. Enjoy the moment I'm being alone at home reading the fiction whole day. Enjoy the moment of outingz with my dear friends and buddies. Enjoy the moment when I sometimes get to meet Corrine in weekends. Enjoy the moment when I talk at least half or 1 hour phone with my parents.
But sometimes, in my deep heart..I just..so wish..that I can no need to be so tough, somebody's shoulder can borrow to me, somebody willing to give me a big hug.
Oh my after wait for so long time the cheong k session (Jess know this:P), we finally date for sing k session! Yippie~ Although I wish to go Delicious more.. But seriously not for 1Utama that one. Not so nice laaaaa=.=lll
So happy going to meet u guys!:D (eye swollen like hell@.@)
Mr WaiSeng is busy with his babe:P
This is all we need in this session~
Sorry only both of us reached at first so he is my only model. Hmm, he not satisfied with what he taken?
Mr Busy's babe
Ooi i want natural..~ don't look here:P
Sing sing sing
With Yvonne. So happy to meet her and we had planned for the next:P
With Darling Jessica~
With Mr Busy
Now only I realize I din take photo with KeatMeng:P
I always thought I won't be able to be so brave. I thought I will never tell you all about that, so clearly. But finally, the first time, I told you all what I'm thinking and feeling. Everything between us is so clear now. We no need guess each other's mind, no more misunderstanding. It make me feel so fresh and comfort. Finally, we cleared out everything:)