Wednesday, July 30, 2008

confident is such important to me.

I hate others being unconfident to me.
It's make me hurt.

I hate others don't trust my ability.
I will lose more confidence to my own.

I hate others thought I'm useless.
I know sometime I am but I hate being not trusted.

I hate I can't do things well.
I don't want to be the weakest among others.

I hate rely on others.
I hate this feeling.
It will make me guilty.

I hate being weaky in front of others.
Maybe acting strong is some way to protect myself.

I hate everything that I hate.

I just feeling bad lately. Sorry for keep posting emo post over here:p

Do you know me? well?


Akira 思胜 said...

Emo is normal, but dont too emo... Confident, u have to find it yourself and regain your ability...

Rileen Aya said...

there are points in life where we feel that we are useless, don't worry. hang in there, the next thing you know, something unexpected happens and we regain back our confidence. and every thing bounces back into action. life's like that, we cant always be at the top ma, we need to fall down, to go up there again. :) hang in there girl and see you at convo ;)